Monday, January 25, 2010

失望。。

多少年的朋友了。。
我们之间确实是是有心病。。
到现在, 你还是欺骗我。。
糟糕的是,你还连同其他人来欺骗我。。

你自己也曾经对我说过,有女人的世界,就有勾心斗角。。
现在,你就是‘女人’的其中一个!!
说了一个谎,就要用千千万万个谎来圆。。
这你也知道的。。
难道你不觉得内疚吗??
虽然我们的感情不如昔日,但你真的太过分了。。

即时是普通朋友,你也不应该如此欺骗他。。
对你,很失望。。

想着,这样的朋友,值得我在乎吗??

若要人不知,除非己莫为。。

Saturday, January 16, 2010

just about that...

monday,tuesday,wednesday,friday and saturday...
cheer leading training...
25AUs in this sem..
omg..
i wonder whether i can handle it or not..
i do not wish i get the bad feeling again..

last 2 days,i talked to my parents...
initially,everything was alright..
but after then,my mum asked me about my last sem result..
i answered :'ok lo,at least still can maintain my scholarship.'
but then she keep on asking what was my GPA..
i was really frustrated,i felt ashamed to tell her my result..
honestly,i really dissatisfied with my result..
finally,i lost my temper to her..
i talked to her rudely..
i know it was wrong..
i am so sorry..

since form six,i knew that i will never always be the top student..
i am no longer always the top student in a small town..
in this so competitive university,everywhere is full with genius..
as he said,i have to suit to this situation..
i have to make myself get used to challenges..

anyway,i know that no matter how will i be,he will be always by my side and give me the most sincere advices..
爱之深,责之切。。

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

突然。。

开学了。。现在我已经是大一第二个学期了。。
上学期的成绩,对我来说,算蛮不理想。。
我知道问题出在哪儿。。
我不够用功,多数的时间都用在别的事情上。。
所以,我一直提醒自己,不可在浪费时间了。。
最近,我都一直忙于training..
因为要准备三月的cheerobics。。
加上最近全身又好痛。。
sunburn,受伤。。
压力好大哦。。。
但还是得撑下去。。

刚才,一个人在房间,无聊到爆了。。
没心情读书。。
看看朋友的blog。。
觉得许多事情都改变了。。
朋友也变得陌生了。。
有的结婚了,有的有男女朋友了,有的分手了。。


我突然发觉,我很久没跟他们聚一聚了。。
即使有聚会,我们也很少谈到话。。
想想我们已经毕业了多久。。
3年了。。
时间真的过得非常快。。
当年的学弟学妹也都毕业了。。
庇中还有多少是熟脸孔呢??

每个人都在自己的人生道路上奔驰。。
朋友,
祝 幸福。。

Sunday, January 10, 2010

sunburn..

omg,i sunburn like hell..my face,my neck,my shoulder,my waist and my legs..all these parts sunburn so badly since i was having cheerleading performance and 'ra ra' for two days..i do not know that it was an outdoor activity and of course i did not apply sunblock..that was my consequences..have to take the painful..

now,my skin start to desquamate..is damnly painful..it hurts even i am jz wearing my shirts..somemore so ugly eh..my friends are all shocked when see me..some even can't recognize me...can image how badly my sunburn is..

argh~~~~~i hope my sunburn can recover asap...
Allah,God,Guan Yin,Buddha...please listen to my praying...
please please please bo bi me o~~
^^

Friday, January 1, 2010

My 2009..

today is 010110..
let's i recall what have i done in my 2009..

-from january until june 2009,i was working as a temporary primary school teacher at SJK(C)KUANG..That was my first job in my life..received my first salary in my life and shopping with my own money~~i gained new experiences as a teacher and how the feeling was..

-in March,broke up with CJH..our relationship last for 1year 7months and 5 days..whatever,nothing much talking about it...he has girlfriend now anyway..^^

-in March also,i got my STPM result..4.0..proud of it..

-received offers from UM Medicine and NTU Biomedical Sciences and Chinese Medicine with ASEAN scholarship..I chose the latter and result to what i am now..the road not taken..

-met TYH,it was a short memorable episode in my life..wish him happy always..

-Participated MSA FOC Odyssey camp,enjoyed myself and knew many new friends..'BEST FRESHI' 2009 期待的新人 was me!!

-join ACES cheer leading,learnt first stunt in my life..injured myself like crab now..however,it was my choice..so i have to take the consequences...

-took my first university exam at NTU...say frankly,i didn't prepared well..so,the result..flying with DULL colour..but at least i can maintain my scholarship..

-went Thailand for cheer leading trainng camp..first time visited a country without knowledge of their native language...learnt some thai language..quite fun..^^

-injuries getting worse after thailand training camp..feel so helpless when seeing other teammates doing stunts but i cant do at all..

-last but not least,i met someone impressive in MSA Merdeka night and result to what we are now..YOSHI-哟屎(cantonese) Encik Najis..haha..^^

MY 2009 is gone..I am looking for a better year onwards..
jia you my friends!!!
good luck~~